19 Ultimate

I'm currently being in a state where I change my mind twice as much as the red turns green on the traffic light.
Uh.
(What? Is this early-adulthood life crisis?)
In a second I think I'm gonna dive into my major. Get in post-graduate program right after I complete my undergraduate program, and if I'm lucky enough I will go abroad. Then, get a job, working just like what I am supposed to be (isn't it the point of getting into college, passing the hard years being the victim of what's so called curriculum?). Fulfilling my what-to-do-before-I-get-married list. And then get married, having kids I'd go hang out with every weekend. Getting old, seeing my kids having new families and making me be a granny. Enjoying my last day on a rocking chair then finally rest in peace.

But in the next second I think of how I don't wanna be a working mother. I'm just gonna spend my days with my kids, seeing them growing up and taking a lot of pictures of them so that they have their childhood memories captured on photos. (And by the way I've had sooo many photo ideas for them since pretty long time ago. Well prepared, right? :p) (Or maybe I'm just too obsessed with family photography ideas). I don't think I'm gonna get bored staying at home while my kids spending their time on the school because...well, because I also have a long list of fun things to do besides taking a thousand pictures. Baking cakes or doing any kind of experiments in the kitchen, painting, house decorating, planting flowers, taking a knitting course, making DIY stuffs, et cetera et cetera...

Can I have a sneak peak of my future life, pretty please? (•̯͡.•̯͡)